I've finished my foundation and i'm waiting for my examination results. My mom keeps telling me to search for the scholarships. Well... i'm not from the wealthy family anyway. So... i followed what she said. I started to think about survival. Well... when i was a kid, i dont really have to think about that. Eventhough i did tried to survive, but it's only for the sake of learning on how to grow up to be a good person. And now, it still on the same purpose but, the challenges will be much much bigger! And, for my own reminder... i'm just a girl. And what can a girl do for her future? It's quite a big question that i keep on asking again and again to myself. I sometimes doubt my own ability but to be real, who don't? Everyone have that doubts. I just love to live, but it doesn't mean i don't want to die. So, i was born as a fighter... was i? am i a girl who will fight for her right, fight for the people that she loves, fight for her passions, fight to be the best of the best? Sometimes i think about that and i say to myself i will. But to be truth, saying you can is good, showing you can is better... and i will. I will show to myself that i can do it. i will push myself to the max. That's just me...and... now, just wait and see. Will i be the best fighter? the answer will only be known after I die. after my death, my successes will tell the answer. i promise this to myself. Not to others. BUT ONLY TO MYSELF!
