Episode 13

Holding to the thoughts that one day you’ll be mine forever,

I keep this space in my heart only for you.

I believe that you are my destiny,

I can’t imagine how my life would become,

Without you around.

Holding to the thoughts that your heart belongs to me,

I am stronger everyday, to finish what I’ve started,

To always love you and live with your love,

I will wait for that day to come,

Where we tie this sacred feelings under His bless,

May our love last until heaven.

Holding to the thoughts that we were meant for each other,

I will never stop loving you… even someday I might get tired with the strain,

I wont give up, as looking at you when you sleep so soundlessly...

Has given me the most peaceful night after all my bad dreams..

You are a gift from God, how couldn’t I cherish you with all my heart?

Holding to the thoughts that you are the only one that really makes me happy,

I have this faith on you, where I can’t have it on others,

And what we have now might not be forever,

I will still remember the way you make me laugh and smile,

Are the best among the rest.

Holding to the thoughts that I have you in my life,

I can be myself as you are the one who really accept me the way I am,

So I will do the same, not to compromise…

It’s just the fact that there’s nothing about you that I want to change,

Because you fit me perfectly, and I just feel so lost when you are too far from me.

Holding to the thoughts that I missed you already,

Even though you are sitting right next to me,

I am hating myself when sometimes I think you might someday leave,

Because the fact is just that I cant hate you,

No matter what you do..

And there’s another fact about me for you to know,

I coudnt be better without you…

Holding to the thoughts that we will only have one chance…

To have a person that we love to love us back,

I choose to stick with this thoughts, until my last breath.

No matter how painful my vein, to strive in this love…

For you I will… dear FAZREN…

LOVE YOU...

Episode 12

be smarties :)

TALK LESS, LISTEN MORE and THINK SMART are hard lessons...

it is an important education for life, and it is not as easy as its seems.

We tend to talk a lot, we tend to listen less and we tend to not to think smart at all because most of the thing that we are thinking about are mostly lead to entertainment. We love entertainment... and entertainments are drugs.

I think, most of us dont know what to do when it comes to this kind of things. We can say anything but we always do nothing. If living is all about talking, life will be so much more easier. Nowadays, i've been thinking about this. For me, i don't really like to talk much unless i know what im talking about. Just sometimes to runaway from the word "nerdy".. i sometimes talk some nonsense just to have fun and all those nonsense has a secret message... the message will be noticed by those who use their mind... to think about what's between the line.

Probably, this is the result of being the president of the peers society in my school when i was 17. Those days were all the most precious moments in my life where i've got the "TALK LESS, LISTEN MORE and THINK SMART" education. I do agree... it was a hard lesson. Not everyone will finally understand the meaning of it and how to do those 3 tasks at one time. It needs a lot of practice and years of learning from mistakes. Fall again and again before finally can do it accurately 98.9% perfect... and yet, i still have the probability of doing mistakes.

It was not easy to talk less... because i liked to talk. And it was not easy to listen more... because most of the time i talked. And it was not easy to think smart when i'm the only one who's talking... that's the worst part... at the end, it resulted to emotional destruction and fighting between me and my friends and people around us. Bad job, done perfectly... but to control everything in a proportionate stability is the hardest to achieve. And, the only key to achieve it is by learning from mistakes... of course it takes time... a lot of times... because to learn from mistakes, u must have to experience the mistakes first..

too bad that most of people are afraid to do mistakes. once u take things negatively, the results will be negative. i understand that we have to be cautious but in this world, there's always bad things and good things that will happen to us. if we already do our best not to do mistakes, but we still do it... maybe we are fated to make the mistake so we can learn something from it... 

so who says mistakes only cause trouble? it is not... if u are willing to learn something from it. and for sure... the lessons are the best. It is hard... but it is worth.

there's good thing lies within the bad thing... u just need to open your eyes to it! so... talk less, listen more and think smart... that's the best education and once u achived it... life feels easy. BE S.M.A.R.T.I.E.S :)