Im a hunter, and i hunt. While hunting, i'll focus, i'll observe, I'll think. The road is still far ahead. The journey is on the run.When im walking with my friends i realised that im always in front and alone. When im looking back, all my friends has been far left behind. I thought i'm the one whose walking too fast. So i'll stop walking, let them passed me and i start walk again from behind. But at the end, i will be at the front again. Leaving all my friends behind like always.I dont know why they're walking so slow. But they talked a lot about many things. The things that i've always missed. Because im always at the front. But sometimes, my friends will walk too fast and i cant follow their speed. And i will be left behind. Alone. And that's who i am. A loner.
Maybe i am that type of person. The one whose always walking alone and dont be bothered by people. I dont know how people looked at me. what they think of me. But seeing me walking alone has never catched their interest to ask me whether i need a companion or not. To be true, I sometimes feel isolated when i walked alone. Because I want to talk with someone and I'm just too tired of being all alone. But sometimes, I dont even bother because I can find a place to think back and reflect myself during the walk. And i don't really talk much when im walking. I prefer to keep quiet and listen to what people say. I think maybe that's why they dont like to walk with me. And that't also why they dont care whether i have a companion or not.
It is irritating when i can't be normal like other people. I am odd and I am different. No matter how hard i try to be at the same level with them, I just cant and I'll always be something that's so odd. But, to think back. Maybe i was born to be an extraordinary person. And maybe i just have to be extraordinary because that's who i meant to be.
